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[23 Jan 2010|09:52am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

tonight is the fucking niiiight!


i better enjoy it while i can... as of tomorrow i begin my 66 hour work week... my next day off is next saturday Dx i have FIFTEEN MINUTES between each job to change and eat. if i kill myself, youll know why.

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[19 Jan 2010|09:27pm]
[ mood | amused ]

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[17 Jan 2010|03:17pm]
Why isn't Black My Heart around anymore? Antonio ricci ftw
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[02 Jan 2010|01:02am]
How am I even alive right now?
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[25 Dec 2009|09:47pm]
Im so happy that I am literally crying.

So this is what its like.
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[13 Dec 2009|09:51pm]
I can feel this in my bones.

You're gonna see.
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[10 Dec 2009|07:23pm]
[ mood | blah ]

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[08 Dec 2009|02:33am]
"Here it is. My philisophy is basically this. And this is something that I live by. And I always have and I always will. Don't ever, for any reason, do anything to anyone for any reason ever no matter what. No matter where or who or who you were with or where you are going or,where you've been. Ever. For any reason whatsoever... Sometimes I'll start a sentence and I do'lt know where it's going. I just hope to find it somewhere along the way. Like an improv conversation. An improversation."

-Michael Scott ftw
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[03 Dec 2009|09:51am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i know it has been down for a while but im really upset that the greatestjournal.com website is gone. ive had a journal on there for like six years... i had wrote about meeting ian, crazy times in high school, boyfriends BEFORE ian, falling in love, meeting friends.

idk i just like looking back on things, and its like my history that i have been documenting has been deleted, erased. it sucks. i hope lj never shuts down.

also can i just say the weather in western mass is so screwed up. its december-fucking-3rd and its definetly over 60 degrees right now. wtf@new england weather!?

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[02 Dec 2009|02:43pm]
[ mood | busy ]


yesterday i went to the mall with matty and i bought a new charger for my DS and the little mermaid game. YESH! i have been eye-balling that game since june! ahhh i cant wait to charge my little DS up and play it. it was nice hanging out with matty, i really do miss him. i can look at summer fondly because the good times i had with him outweigh all the shitty drama with someone who shall not be named. grr.

when i got home ian texted me saying "anything different about our room?" i hadnt been upstairs yet but oh my fucking god


literally, the room is spotless. i was so happy because im always nagging about how messy our room is. omfg he even organized my shoes. my boyfriend organized my shoes. beyond st0ked.

saturday he is taking me out for dinner, a movie, and letting me pick out two games @ gamestop for my birthday (even though he already took me to see new moon and to the club). im excited! ian and i never really go out, just the two of us.

well im off to go get fitted for contact lenses. i leave you with this!

someone teleport me to the early 70s PLEASE! i wish i could :[
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[01 Dec 2009|01:04am]
[ mood | high ]


from mom and auntie cara

today was an okay day.
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[30 Nov 2009|10:56pm]
I really miss driving around with amber singing along to "superbeast" by rob zombie wicked loud ahahaha
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[21 Nov 2009|12:38pm]
[ mood | excited ]

pictures from the week!



(shit quality, i know. i took it with my sidekick)i love the purple sequined top. i think if i pair it with a black skirt i got from h&m a million years ago and some black slouchy boots it would look amazing when i go to DIVAS on my 21st this wensday! STOKED.

karl and i had an epic three course dinner at k's sushi bar. i was so full when i left! the spicy tuna rolls were so good.

anyways, tonight my boyfriend is taking me to see NEW FUCKING MOON. i dont even care, i am beyond excited. im especially excited because it looks like alice has a way bigger role in new moon, unlike she did in twilight. which i would hope she has a larger role, since in the book her and bella basically become best friends. i love alice, she is my favorite character in the series

i just noticed the creepiest people walk by my house...
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[10 Nov 2009|11:15am]

i won these off ebay for $30, and that includes shipping and handling!

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[09 Nov 2009|03:30am]
[ mood | sad ]

this song by flyleaf is amazing.

anyways. this is on my mind.

these are photos from saint patricks day '09 and it was hands down one of the funnest nights i have ever had. i miss this. i miss this whole crew. ive been so unhappy lately... dont get me wrong i love courtney, nico, tates, and everyone but i miss derek, bobby, ian, fro, brad, chez, kaitlin, ashley, nate, joe, and even james and andrew even though they were mean to me all the time.

the other night i spent the day with my mom and she asked how life was. i told her everything. no holding back. and she said to me

"you sound like you're really lonely..."

obviosely im in denial even though she hit the nail on the head and so i denied being lonely. i dont know whats missing! something is always missing. i am so sad all the time and the truth is i DO feel lonely. a part of me feels like its missing (well, i know half of the reason behind that). im trying to reconnect with everyone and atleast hang out for my 21st. i miss them all from the bottom of my heart and i hope they still remember me and atleast kind of miss me too.
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[07 Nov 2009|07:48pm]

just baught these off ebay ooh la la
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[06 Nov 2009|10:50pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

this was me piece for piece today! thats cool how i found everythingn i used today xD so thats how you can accomplish my look today. not very outrageous or anything but oh well.

ive been listening to death metal all day and i dont know why, but its sick. EPIC MET4L FTW!

born of osiris
sea of treachery
black dahlia murder

can i just say how much i LOVE the girl on the rights outfit? SO ADORABLE. i'd wear that outfit in a heartbeat.

i want their hoodies xD

i also decided im moving here tomorrow.

gonna finish shopping on forever 21 now bai

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[04 Nov 2009|06:36pm]
[ mood | creative ]

this party dress + velvet leggings


best 21st birthday outfit evar!!11!1

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yeah dig it [04 Nov 2009|12:52pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

ive have a rad few days despite being in a doctors office literally all day tuesday. i saw my family in connecticut. i love my aunt, uncle and cousins. danielle plays volleyball now, HARDCORE. i couldnt believe it! shes so good.

shes #4 bitches! WIN!


beware, your take a severe look into my brain right now! just a warning when you click thisCollapse )
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[03 Nov 2009|08:09am]

I hate early mornings, and I don't think this will ever change no matter how much I grow up.
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